Journal Entry: Fri Sep 18, 2015, 5:20 PM
So.. Since my last update I've been:
-Cyber bullied (on here and elsewhere): told to die, that I'm a worthless piece of garbage, and that my art sucks (amongst other things).
-I thought I broke my toe, I didn't but it's been nearly 2 weeks and it's almost healed.
-Been stung by a bee in the neck at my collar line while at work and had to get a tetanus shot.
-My car was put in the shop today
It's been glorious. < =, D
I've attempted to draw the past few days, it's been nearly a month since I last drew (which is bad). I've been trying to draw Detective Conan art, but I've always sucked at it when I try so it's super disheartening. I can attempt to use my mediocre style as much as I want, but it just doesn't look right. I also can't for the freaking life of me draw children very well, so drawing Conan is like purposely torturing myself and laughing at my own futile efforts of producing something worth glancing at. I've otherwise been stuck on my fic A Word Please and have been trying to plan out what I want to write out because of how many different ways this story has shifted since I started writing it.
I have a SonAmy art and an art of Aoko Nakamori (Magic Kaito) sitting in my notebook that I half forgot about. I've otherwise been trying to sort of work on sketches I'd scanned over a month ago. I haven't liked anything I've lined so far, even an OC (no name, was just trying something different) I was super happy with when I drew, only to hate it while lining.